dead but Alive?

Where dying so quickly now, it's just really sad for me because of this, the question is though if me LCD is quitting or not? I really don't want to disban or leave it's a tough decision for me to make. I will be there on Saturdays practice to test out our activeness, , I hope we get allot on so I can this through but im just letting you know im thinking about this. Thanks guys

I don't plan on quitting but if we disban, ill be clanless!!